Frustration of forgetting

Today I lost my keys. I keep my house and work keys on a separate key chain from my car keys and I could not find them.

The thing is, I remember having them in my hand walking to the car yesterday, but after that, nothing. I looked everywhere and could not find them.

That’s the frustrating thing with all these Meds I take. My memory loss. There are periods where everything is blank and I literally can’t remember chunks of time, and it is very frustrating. This is probably what early onset Alzheimer’s feels like.

It is so hard to describe when I stand there and I can remember myself walking to the car with the keys in my hand but what happens with them after I get in the car and drop them in the center console is blank, and no matter how hard I try, nothing fills that void and it drives me crazy.