Time To Terminate Trying To Talk

This Is A Blogging A To Z Challenge Post

I am the type of person that would make the effort to keep up communication with friends and family, and more and more, the effort has been purely one sided. Mine. There comes a point where you just get tired of trying, and being the only one to make the effort, and so you stop.

That's where I am now. I am tired of being the one to always give a shit and end up the one being shit on. Stick your neck out and it gets chopped off. I am tired of people and their bullshit.

In times of trouble, when the chips are down and people need an ear, I hear from them. They call, they text, they whine, they complain. Then nothing. Times are good and I never hear from them. It is very disconcerting that when people are having a hard time, the person they think of to share that with is me. What about when you are having a good time? It makes me feel used.

I think in general I am just so tired of having to make the effort with family and friends. And as of this week I stopped. I am just pulling back completely. I am terminating trying to talk. Relationships are a two way process, and it should be an equal effort by all. And I just know that when people realize I am silent they will call and text with the most annoying of phrases, “I haven't heard from you in a while …”

 

2 Comments Add yours

  1. I hope you feel better soon Basil. I think we have all felt the way you do. But please don’t give up your blog. It is a way for you to still keep talking. Getting it out even if the person you are talking about now is not reading this. Hugs friend.
    Nancy

    Like

    1. Basil Rene says:

      Thanks Nancy. Oh, I have no intention of giving up my blog. It’s my vehicle for venting. That why I started this blog, to get stuff off my chest, and it does feel a lot better than keeping it in.

      Like

Please feel free to leave a comment, and although they are appreciated, please note that I may not be able to respond to all comments

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s